Phenom Forest


What I Take With Me


by StarDog



I was recently asked by someone what I thought of Bret Hart in light of all the recent things that has happened surrounding him. That question was far more difficult to answer than I ever thought. Some will tell you that Bret is one of the greatest in the sport today. Others will tell you he is an embarrassment and a constant whiner. People point to the infamous Survivor Series Screw Job we have all heard so much about. That Bret blames Vincent McMahon for all his woes. Anyway, here is what I think of Bret.

When I think of Bret Hart, I first think of myself as a young child watching wrestling while laying on my living room floor watching the Hart Foundation with Bret "the hit man" Hart and Jim "the anvil" Niedhart. They were my favorite. No matter if they were good guys or bad guys I always liked them. They both seemed larger than life.

I was lucky as a child, as my father and several uncles were either in, or somehow connected with WWF, at that time, the only wrestling I knew ever existed. I remember once while on a trip with my family to Canada to see an Uncle, I and my sister was put in with a few other kids into a truck, and my Uncle telling his son, take them to the dungeon, show them what happens when they don't listen. It was all in good fun, but let me tell you we didn't think so at the time. I must have been 8 or 9 at the time. We were taken to a house I couldn't tell you much about. I meet other people, whose names I have forgotten. What I do remember was I got to meet Bret! My hero. My father had set it up. He took us down into the dungeon keeping with the whole this is what happens to you if you don't listen to your parents scheme. Through the eyes of that child, I thought he was so serious, even dangerous. He had this look on his face that I took to be dire. As an adult, I think it was pride. I remember going down and seeing a grown man on the floor on top of an older teenager. The older man was hurting the kid, he was screaming. The old man looked at us and yelled, he didn't listen! Then gave us the most evil laugh you ever heard. Bret hurried us back up the stairs before he could, "get us!" I did a lot during those two weeks of vacation, but I'll remember meeting Bret, my hero, as the best time. Looking back on it as an adult, I think the two in the dungeon was Stu, and one of the boys.

About a year or so later (age helps us forget dates and times) back home in California, we went to see this same uncle. This time the WWF was in town, so our trip didn't involve airplanes, and long car trips. My sister and I were taken backstage, while my Dad and uncle caught up and talked about whatever it is adults talk about, we got to meet some of the wrestlers. The two of us got to meet Hulk Hogan, no not just Hulk Hogan, but THE HULKSTER. I was great. He was at his finest that day, telling us to be good, say our prayers, and take our vitamins. Classic Hogan Silly now, but really cool at the time. We meet others that day. Hacksaw Jim Dungeon, Randy Savage, Elizabeth, Henning. A really great day. As we were walking to take our seats, I spotted a familiar set of Pink tights walking towards us. Bret came up, said a few words to my Uncle, got down on one knee, looked at me and my sister, and asked in his most serious hit-man voice, "You two are being good right? I don't have to take you to the dungeon." We both laughed and said we were. He reached into his leather jacket and pulled out a pair of those famous hit-glasses he always gave away and placed them on my sisters' face. She was so excited. He looked at me and told me he was out of glasses but would give my uncle some for me later. And he did. And then he was gone to do what ever it is wrestlers do when they are back there. Later that day, as we watched the matches from our seats, it came time for the Hart Foundation to come out. Bret and Jim stalked to the ring ready to kill whoever was put before them. They looked so mad. As Jim got into the ring, Bret looked around, found his fan, and for just a second that grim look disappeared, he put his glasses on another girl, and smiled at her. Then look was back. Back to business. They ended up destroying the Killer B's if any of you remember them. I had gotten to see my hero again. Hogan was main event that night. He won. He had the belt, it was so loud. I loved Hogan, but I respected Bret. I was confused as to the look I told you he had, just before he gave the glasses away. First he was so deadly serious, then I didn't know what it was. As an adult I know. It was pride. Bret loved what he was doing.

Years past, I grew, as did wrestling. I still watched, but not as often. I saw great matches with Bret, as always you could see the little flame in his eye. He loved what he was doing. I saw the Iron Man Match with Bret and Shawn Michaels. It has to be one of the top 5 matches of all time. And you could see the flame in his eyes. He loved it. He may have hated Shawn, but he loved wrestling him, because Shawn brought out the best in Bret, and I am sure Bret brought out the best in Shawn. I saw his brother Owen wrestle. There was the same spark in Owens eyes that was in Brets. As an adult I saw the way a crowd yelled for him, and the way he seemed to drink it in. He loved wrestling. After the famous turn, when Bret was a bad guy again, anti-American. I watched him walk out to boos. He looked arrogant, and snotty. Still if you looked at him. The spark was still there. He was still in wrestling, and he still loved it. I watched him bad mouth this country. He was very convincing. Yet if you looked not directly at him, but just kind of looked at the whole picture, I think you can tell, he really hated bad mouthing America. Then the Survivor Series of 97 happened. There are different versions of what happened that night. Vince screwed Bret. Bret screwed Bret. I have my opinion, as I am sure you have yours. What I do know is, they both screwed wrestling. It was an awful evening. Seeing Vince jump up to the timekeeper telling him to ring the bell, even though it was so clear Bret hadn't tapped out. Seeing the look on Hebners face, as I think he was in shock over what was going on. Even the exuberant Michaels, for about 20 seconds looked confused. As much as he and Bret hadn't gotten along, I think he hated to see their history end like that. And the look of pure disgust the came over Brets face when he realized what had happened. Then Bret spitting on Vince. I'll say it again, what an awful night.

We all know what happened in the aftermath. Vince's side, Bret Hart and his side. The wrestling with shadows documentary. And of course all of us out there making our own minds up as to what we think really happened. I have gotten into a few disagreements with people over it, their opinion, and my opinion. Some disagreements have turned into fights. In the final analysis it doesn't matter what any of us think. If anyone was truly injured by this it wasn't Vince and really it wasn't Bret, it was wrestling.

Time moved on. Bret, along with his brother-in-laws went to WCW. Owen stayed to fulfill his contract. I also think he wanted to prove to everyone he could make it without Bret. I remember thinking at the time how difficult it must be for him, being in a company that his own brother, who had been Owens hero growing up, hated. Working for the man his own brother was constantly spitting nasty things about. I told my uncle, who is now, quite old, my feelings. He chuckled and then imparted these words to me. Don't you stress over Owen or Bret, their Harts, They'll be just fine.

I kept expecting to see that same look in Brets eyes when he went to the ring in WCW. It wasn't there. It almost was, a few times. The closest I saw was the night after a PPV when Bret stood in the ring with Jean Okerland and his opponent he had defeated the night before, the Nature Boy Ric Flair. And then Flair, as only Flair can do, said at the top of his voice, veins pushing so hard against his neck you know he is going to have a stroke any second, "You know what Bret, maybe not tomorrow, and maybe not yesterday, but today you are the best there is, the best there was, and the best there ever will be!" As they shook hands, I thought I saw a little bit of that spark. I had hopes I would see it again.

Then we all know about the death of Owen. That affected Bret on so many levels, I'm not even going to speculate on all any of them. A WCW staff member told this to me about their appearance in the Temper Arena. "We were setting up today, and Bret showed up early, even earlier than usual for him. He got out of his car with his bag, didn't say a word. He walked in about half way to what would become ringside and stopped. He looked up to the sky to the place near the sport where his brother had surely been. He just dropped his bag and stared. There was about thirty of us out there. You could almost feel Owens presence in the air. No one said a word, which if you have ever been in an arena when we try and get everything together, never happens. Bret must have stared for five minutes, never said a word, nor shed a tear. Just stared. Then he picked his bag up and went to do whatever it was he had to do." I've decided not to tell this persons name because I know he values he image and can't have anyone thinking he is soft. Your secret is safe with me my friend.

I am sure Bret is happy with the World Strap he holds today. There might even be some pride there. But that spark I remember so well, it's gone. I think Bret is trying to move on. His attacks on Vince have become fewer and farer in between. I don't want to condone attacks on anyone, weather my hero does it or not. All I can say in his defense is this. I don't judge Bret because I don't know what I'd of done in his situation. In the course of two years, the company he put his heart and soul into for so many years in his opinion stabbed him in the back and sold him out. His brother, who had idolized him, has died in a tragic accident while performing in the sport Bret loves, and his marriage is in the process of disinagrating (if it exists at all anymore, I don't ask anymore.). If all that happened to me, I don't know what I'd be like. It angers me when I hear people refer to him as sissy boy, and a whiner. This man who has given literally everything for so many years to try and entertain us. The funny part is, if you ask Bret about these remarks, he laughs. He says, "but they are still talking about me aren't they? It takes more effort to insult me than it does to ignore me." Then he gives you one of those goofy Bret Hart grins.

When I think of Bret Hart after his retirement and he is no longer in the public eye. I won't think of Survivor Series. I won't think of Vince McMahon. And I definitely won't think of all the crap surrounding these past two years. I'll think of when Bret won that first title. The look in his eyes you could tell he had achieved one of his childhood dreams. I'll think of Bret standing in a ring with Flair, who is one of the all time greats, and Flair telling him that today, he was the best. I'll think of the Bret Hart that took me and my sister and a few other kids to the "dungeon" to urge us to be good. And I'll take with me the Bret Hart who took time backstage when I am sure he had things to do, and to talk to me and my sister, and give her and later me some of his glasses. That's what I'll take with me.


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